Things I'll never say...

Hats off to Linkin Park.

Best set I’ve seen. 

Waiting for the end! Story of my life!!!!!!!!!

AMOOOOOO

Breaking a habit tonight!

This day has fucking changed my life!

I forgot I should have said something about Rock in Rio

Anyway. Metallica played for like 2 hours. Which if you are a huuuuge fan is great. I eventually got a bit bored, not knowing every single song and stuff. But ummm it was great Evanescence was great. I really enjoyed it. Like a lot. I am borderline obsessed with that freaking amazing lady and her freaking insane voice.  Mastodon as well. Who am I forgetting??? I don’t know. 

Anyway, I got really drunk, went to sleep at like 8 am. Getting pizza and then off to Rock in Rio again. I am looking forward to today. 

Oh, btw, I wore black. Yesterday when it was hot. AND SNEAKERS! BLACK ONES!

Holy mother of God. Who is the pretty girl now bitches? lol

I need to find my camera and show pics of what I was wearing yesterday. Awesome shirt, my bra was showing. It was great. 

Se te pedir para ires comigo ao paraiso, tu vais?

Tu és a felicidade que recomeça as minhas fases, es a palavra que completa as minhas frases…

Que inspira e ilumina a cada passou que dou, es a estrela que me guia a para todo lado que eu vou…

Tu fostes um sonho que virou realidade, começou na brincadeira, acabou na amizade…

Eu não te vejo, mas penso em ti, como de tocasse no céu.

Tenho saudades do teu rosto, sentir os teus lábios nos meus, colar-me ao teu corpo…

Tenho a necessidade de te tocar e beijar, estar contigo e te abraçar, falar e escutar…

Quero ter-te denovo, ter os desejos saciados… 

I want to lie alone. I want to cry alone…

Dude, honestly…

Fuck being sober. 

I am going to sit here and drink until my regrets go away, my fears disappear, my anger fades, and my tears dry. 

There is a program that lets you set your IP to a certain location….

I intend to use that program and set my IP to a location near the White House and visit people’s profiles everyday a bunch of times. Then I will send them messages saying they are affiliated with terrorist organizations. 

Just cause I fell like trolling. 

I have no life. 

I should stab myself in the heart.

Last night.

So I am angry. Like motherfucking angry birds. But whatever. 

So last night was fun. Danni and I met a few guys last weekend who said they made/produced/were in a horror movie. Now, I don’t know much about shit, but I am gonna call this an Indie horror movie. I think. Anyway, their story checks out. They had a movie. It was on TV but I missed it cause I have a life. 

So we met up and went to this man’s house along with a bunch of other people, cause I have seen the movie Taken and this is the country where they stole Madeline, so you can’t be too sure. Anywho, we were in numbers and went to watch the movie with his friends and my friends and people I don’t know. 

 I called it a monster movie and this chick gets all mad and says “ZOMBIE! MOVIE!”. And I carefully sit back down because, honestly, you add a wee bit of makeup and she would have eaten my brains zombie style. 

At the end of the night, I actually had fun. Got my mind off a lot of things. I needed new people. I don’t need their Facebook friendship though. I have been lying about not having a Facebook. I feel really really bad. =( But I don’t need a bunch of other people I am never gonna see again on my Facebook for no reason. 

Danni made out with one of the guys last night. My little girl is growing up. =D

Hooker. ;P

And I made cupcakes for peeps. I said I could make cupcakes and I slaved all day on them and I took cupcakes to our movie watching party. 

Now I am off to the hospital to get an Iron shot because I am iron deficient. Then I will go to somewhere other than here. 

Todaloo. 

PS. Cupcakes:

No puedo seguir despertando aquí en este cuarto solo… Si no te tengo lloro.

Soñando que lo nuestro tiene algún remedio

Es que no hay forma de olvidarme de tus besos

Es que no dejo de pensar cuanto te quiero    

Quiero ser sincero

Y llevo en ti pensando todo el día

Deja ya la rebeldía

Llore que llore y la cama sigue vacía

Tú eres mi alegría

Vivo en la agonía

Por ti yo vivía

Sin ti yo nada seria

Detente, habla conmigo un poco

Que me vuelvo yo loco loco

Por que ya no tengo tu piel

Contigo fui fiel y ahora vivo con el problema de tenerte tan lejos

simonitavoltalogo asked: If you never stayed in one night, we would have never met. I do not regret any of your decisions.

Amo-te! <3

Anonymous asked: Are you still going to Rock in Rio Madrid?

Ummm. Good question… I do not know. I have my tickets, don’t know if I should sell them or not. I don’t know. 

I just don’t know. =(

So I am at the hospital…

And apparently what doesn’t kill you, does not make you stronger. It makes you dehydrated and exhausted.

So that was literally my official diagnosis. Too much exercise, not enough nutrition and water. I obviously drink more than enough water. Anyone who knows me is aware of that.

I am probably going to die and no one will even know why. 

I had a fever but it seems to be gone now. I did have a bit of dizziness and one or two fainting spells, but I do feel much better now. There is no need to keep me here overnight. 

These doctors are just cray cray.  

This guy, the only normal doctor comes up to me and says, “we usually have a bunch of tourists show up here dehydrated and exhausted because of excess partying, drugs, and alcohol. We thought that was the case with you, but there are no drugs in your system. The only problem is that you are very anemic. Are you a vegetarian? Because if you are, you should just kill yourself already. Vegetarians are the weakest link.” *

*Not an exact translation. 

Simone said that he was the nicest doctor she ever met. I am pretty sure he is a little crazy. But okay. So yeah. That is that. I don’t have much else to say. I can’t leave here, but at least I have my stuff with me cause they were nice enough to do that. 

I am hoping they will let me leave after much chaos which i intend to create. 

Here is me at the current moment: 

Edit: Simone, being the great nurse and friend she is, convinced them to let me out. No need to spend two nights at the hospital. I am now just home, my feet up and Danni is making me soup. Are there fire alarms here? Cause she is gonna burn shit up.